Of Time and Tattoos

Haven't blogged in awhile, but I decided, hey, I've got nothing to do today, and I've got some things to say, so why not? So, it's April and school is coming to a close with prom and all that jazz, and then after that, I'm gonna be a senior. A SENIOR!!! Omg has time really gone by that fast? I still remember being in 9th grade (and hating it) and being all young and junk. My big sister still went to school with me, and I was shy and awkward and just overall hesitant. Fast forward two and a half years, and you've got the me of today. Wow. I have changed. Like for real. Physically and mentally. I've most definitely matured since then. And, now I look my age. Got a haircut and now I look like I'm actually 16 instead of like 12. Emotionally, I can say I'm better at not keeping things bottled up, and am now more willing to express my opinions. I refuse to let people walk all over me now, and I'm more independent. Don't have to depend on anyone else or follow anyone else. Anyways, I'm glad the school year is ending, and I can't wait for senior year, to see what that holds for me. See what kinds of trouble I get into then. (Lol.) After that, I will officially be considered an adult. THEN I CAN GET MY TATTOO!! Yeah, I want one. I know exactly what it's gonna look like, too. (Cross with a rose wrapped around it, with some of the leaves falling off.) Speaking of which, I'm gonna post a pic of something like what I want the cross to look like because I want a certain type of cross.   Can't wait till I'm in college. I know it's gonna be a piece of cake because of what I went through in high school (not even gonna go there) and then I will get to PAAAARRTYY! Yeah, I can't wait. Gonna be fabulous. Meeting new people and meeting new boys (wink) and just having a good time, while still managing to keep good grades. So fun. So fun. But, really though, have I gotten this old this fast? I still can't believe it. Feels surreal almost. I mean, by this time next year, it will be my turn to walk up that stage and grab my diploma, no matter if it's magnet or not. Doesn't matter to me. I dnt care about those people. They don't matter. Anyways, not to get off subject, senior year is gonna be so extremely fun. Gonna have my friends, gonna have fun, gonna just be me. Stop sweating the little things, and just enjoy life. That's my new motto. (That and "Screw it! I'm not doing this ish!") Time for me to do me.

Maybe a cross that looks something like this, but in a tattoo form, and just imagine the rose wrapped around it.